Learning To Fall

Learning To Fall by Boys Like Girls. First song I had ever heard of theirs. I actually first heard it on a YouTube Ipod video. I listen to a lot of those and this one was selecting songs they thought would be the theme song of the Ouran High School Host Club anime and the Learning To Fall song, if I remember correcting, was Tamaki’s. Or it might have actually been Haruhi’s. Either one of them. But it was really good.

Mm, found the video that I heard this song on first just after posting this. Ouran HighSchool Host Club ipods. It’s the second song. It was Haruhi’s song.

Today is the day
The worst day of my life
You’re so content it hurts me
I don’t know why
The cost of misery
Is at an all time high
I keep it hidden
Close to the surface in sight

I’m learning to fall
I can’t hardly breathe
When I’m going down don’t worry about me
Don’t try this at home
You said you don’t see
I don’t want to know that you know, it should have been me

Could you be with him?
Or was it just a lie?
He doesn’t catch you like I do
And you don’t know why
You change your clothes and your hair
But I can’t change your mind
Oh, I’m uninvited
So unrequited now

I’m learning to fall
I can’t hardly breathe
When I’m going down don’t worry about me
Don’t try this at home
You said you don’t see
I don’t want to know that you know, it should have been me

Words screaming in my head
Why did you leave?
And I can’t stop dreaming
Watching you and him
When it should have been
It should have been me

Today is the day
The worst day of my life

I’m learning to fall
I can’t hardly breathe
When I’m going down don’t worry about me
Don’t try this at home
You said you don’t see
I don’t want to know that you know, it should have been me

Whoa (I’m learning to fall, I can’t hardly breathe)
(I don’t want to know that you know, it should have been me)
Tell me that you know, it should have been me)
Whoa (Don’t try this at home, You said you don’t see)
I don’t want to know that you know, it should’ve been me
Whoa (I’m learning to fall, I can’t hardly breathe)
(I don’t want to know that you know, it should have been me)
Tell me that you know, it should have been me
Whoa (Don’t try this at home, You said you don’t see)
I don’t want to know that you know, it should’ve been me

Puzzled Beyond Belief

Mom was playing a game, a puzzle game. And in my family, I am the queen of them, so whenever someone gets stuck, they always come to me for help. Well, mom was stuck and she came to me. She was stuck on a puzzle where she needed to put in the right combination of syllables to make a famous Latin phrase. She was confused, and a little angry with the game. One, she didn’t know any famous Latin phrases, other then what is on the dollar bill, but she had tried it and it wasn’t what they wanted,. Two, she said that if it was really famous, she should know what it is rather then being so stuck.

The syllables were: IT OM LTI MUL MU TA; MO NE NIA NOV. From these, came the phrase, Multi multa; nemo omnia novit. I walked into her room sighting it and she laughed, asking me what it meant and if it was even right. It means ‘Many know many things, but no one knows it all.’ She asked me if I was sure it was right, and I knew it was. She didn’t believe me, but I put all the syllables in to fight the phrase, and it was right. She passed her final puzzle on the game. I told her that when it came to translating, I was good. Even if I couldn’t speak the language, I can sure translate it. I know, it’s odd.

When we were done, my brother had something to me that was well on it’s way to starting an argument, but instead of starting one, I turned to him and told him that I could change the phrase so that it said, ‘Many know many things, but Robert knows nothing.’. Once I said that, I left the room, my brother seething. It was very funny.

Damn Regret

Damn Regret by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. This is a song I’ve had for awhile. I really like it. It’s one of my favorites that they do. The first time I heard them, was on the radio, and they were singing Face Down. When I told my brother what their name was, he thought it was kinda funny. It does make me wonder where they came up with it. They have a very post-hardcore, pop punk theme to their music. But there newest album, Lonely Road, has more of an emo and alternative rock theme. It’s definitely less hardcore like the rest of there albums, but they don’t lose the punk, hardcore theme altogether in the album. It was funny, the first time my mom heard their song Ass Shaker, she complained to me that they were screaming at her. It was meant as a joke, since they were screeching the lyrics.

The moon is shining bright
The moon is felling light
I’ll kiss you on your neck people stare but we wont care

We’re high above the ground
We’re nowhere to be found

Empowered by your adrenaline fill
Ive been born again, again i am repeating myself
And i know it is kind for you to sit and pretend

Damn regret i’ll try to forget
Don’t worry about me cause im refined
cast my line to see whats behind
Did you think you pursuade me to let you go

Im wishing you were here
My weakness is my fear
Alone I am myself
No reason left for me to care

Distracted by the sound
I hear footsteps all around
Empowered by adrenaline
Feel I’ve been born again

Again, I am repeating myself
And I know it is kind for you
To sit and pretend

You’re the only one I turn to
When I feel like no one’s there
And when I’m lonely in my darkest hour
You give me the power
To sit and pretend

Did you think I’d forget?
Did you think I’d surrender myself to persuade you to let me go?
Did you think I’d forget?
Did you think I’d surrender myself to persuade you to let me go?

It I Fall

If I Fall by The White Tie Affair. Gotta love that Techno type of music. It’s technically Electronica, but the background music sounds a lot like Techno. They’ve been working as a band since two-thousand six, and yet they have only one album. Their pretty good, so they sound really try and get another out soon. But then again, they might be one of those one hit wonders, then the rest of their songs aren’t as good, to everyone else.

What if I fall along the way
Would you be there…

So you heard, that I’m on my way
Wish that I didn’t have to say
Goodbye. I’ll rely on your faith in me.

I got my feet on the ground
But my head’s in the clouds
Can’t forget where I come from
I hope your there when I’m done
I got my feet on the ground
But my head’s in the clouds
Can’t forget where I come from
I hope your there when I’m…

What If I fall along the way would
You be there to ease the pain?
It’s my one shot can’t fuck it up
And throw it away. Won’t be long.
Won’t be long before I break.

It’s the touch, and the taste
It’s the feel of a brand new place
When I go, you’ll be there,
In a month in a year.

I got my feet on the ground
But my head’s in the cloud
Can’t forget where I come from
I hope your there when I’m done
I got my feet on the ground
But my head’s in the clouds
Can’t forget where I come from
I hope your there when I’m…

What If I fall along the way would
You be there to ease the pain?
It’s my one shot can’t fuck it up
And throw it away. Won’t be long.
Won’t be long before I break.

So you think that I am wasting my time
But I’m ready, ready to go.
So you know I’ve got this under control
But I’m ready…

What if I fall before along the way would you be there
To ease the pain? Cause it’s my one shot
Can’t fuck it up and throw it away, won’t be long…

What If I fall along the way would
You be there to ease the pain?
It’s my one shot can’t fuck it up
And throw it away. Won’t be long.
Won’t be long before I break.

What If I fall along the way would
You be there to ease the pain?
It’s my one shot can’t fuck it up
And throw it away. Won’t be long.
Won’t be long before I break.

So you think that I am wasting my time
But I’m ready, ready to go.
So you know I’ve got this under control
But I’m ready…

Life Starts Now

Life Starts Now by Three Days Grace. I still think Break is the best of the album, but this is my second favorite. It’s not as heavy has most of there music is. It has more of a soft hit to it. But I still like it. It’s a mixture of their old type of music and a bit of the new type they are doing, which I think is what makes it so good. I find it funny. Even though Break is the song that had a video made for it out of this album, Life Starts Now is the song the album was made and named for.

You say you feel so down,
Every time I turn around
You say you should’ve
Been gone by now,
You think that everything’s wrong,
Ask me how to carry on,
We’ll make it through
Another day
Just hold on

Cause life starts now,
You’ve done all the things
That could kill you somehow
And you’re so far down
But you will survive this
Somehow because
Life starts now

I hate to see you fall down,
I’ll pick you up off the ground,
I’ve watched the weight of
Your world come down
And now it’s your chance
To move on, change the way you’ve lived for so long,
Find the strength you’ve had inside all along

Cause life starts now,
You’ve done all the things
That could kill you somehow
And you’re so far down
But you will survive this
Somehow because
Life starts now

All this pain
Take this life and make it yours,
All this hate
Take your heart and let it love again,
You will survive this somehow

Life starts now,
You’ve done all the things
That could kill you somehow
And you’re so far down

Life starts now,
You’ve done all the things
That could kill you somehow
And you’re so far down
Life starts now

According To You

According To You by Orianthi. Holy crap. Her name is very odd. But she’s Australian, and there names a quiet different. I first heard this song on the radio and I actually quiet liked it. She’s fairly new to doing things on her own like this. But she was Michael Jackson’s guitarist for his This Is It tour, but well, he’s dead. So now she isn’t working for him, and is doing singing. But she’s pretty good, so she won’t have to worry about failing so soon after starting.

According to you
I’m stupid,
I’m useless,
I can’t do anything right.
According to you
I’m difficult,
hard to please,
forever changing my mind.
I’m a mess in a dress,
can’t show up on time,
even if it would save my life.
According to you. According to you.

But according to him
I’m beautiful,
incredible,
he can’t get me out of his head.
According to him
I’m funny,
irresistible,
everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don’t feel like stopping it,
so baby tell me what I got to lose.
He’s into me for everything I’m not,
according to you.

According to you
I’m boring,
I’m moody,
you can’t take me any place.
According to you
I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away.
I’m the girl with the worst attention span;
you’re the boy who puts up with it.
According to you. According to you.

But according to him
I’m beautiful,
incredible,
he can’t get me out of his head.
According to him
I’m funny,
irresistible,
everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don’t feel like stopping it,
so baby tell me what I got to lose.
He’s into me for everything I’m not,
according to you.

I need to feel appreciated,
like I’m not hated. oh– no–.
Why can’t you see me through his eyes?
It’s too bad you’re making me dizz-ay.

According to me
you’re stupid,
you’re useless,
you can’t do anything right.
But according to him
I’m beautiful,
incredible,
he can’t get me out of his head.
According to him
I’m funny,
irresistible,
everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don’t feel like stopping it,
baby tell me what I got to lose.
He’s into me for everything I’m not,
according to you. [you, you]
According to you. [you, you]

According to you
I’m stupid,
I’m useless,
I can’t do anything right.

Christmas

Yeah, day late. Blah.

Well, this Christmas, as I said in a earlier post, I was sick, so I didn’t get to go for our Christmas. But my brother brought me what I had gotten. I didn’t ask for anything this Christmas, but apparently, as I was informed, it’s not really Christmas if you don’t get presents, which isn’t actually true. But I got mostly money from everyone on my dad and moms sides.

The best gift I did get this year, but a Dell DJ from my dad. Everyone that knows me knows how much I like music. And the Dell DJ was a perfect present. I didn’t even know this kind of thing was made, but it is great. The first thing I noticed about it was that is can hold over two-thousand songs. More then twice the amount my MP3 holds, and it has a neat way of dividing songs by artist, genre, album, and then you can even have them list everything together. Which is also awesome. Especially the dividing things by genre. I listen to a great deal of heavy metal, but I do listen to other types, but it’s much easier to just be able to click a button and have all the metal songs listed, but none of the others.

Down side, it’s a lot bigger then my MP3 and doesn’t have a little carrying thing that allows me to attach it to my arm band or anything. But I still love it. I’ll just have to make one for it.

I also got a cat puzzle from my dad. I told him I would have it done in no time, and I was right. My brother gave it to me Christmas night, but since I wasn’t feeling well, I was asleep, so I didn’t get it right away. I started working on it late last night. Technically, today, very early morning. And I finished it just a few hours before this post. So it took me about six hours to finish it.

But the best present, not really a present, but I count it as one. NO SNOW. And I hope there will be none for a far longer time still.

Break

Break by Three Days Grace. I had been waiting for a new Three Days Grace album. And…Duh, duh, duh. They have one! Came out just a few months ago. They are officially my favorite band. Usually, some bands, I like a song or two, or maybe even all but a few of their songs, but I love all of Three Days Grace songs. And I really love this new album. I’ve never seen one of their music videos before, if they even have anymore. But I think it’s pretty good. Just not what I would have expected with their music. But I still like it.

Tonight, my head is spinning
I need something to pick me up
I’ve tried but nothing is working
I won’t stop
I won’t say I’ve had enough
Tonight, I start the fire
Tonight, I break away

Break away from everybody
Break away from everything
If you can’t stand the way
This place is
Take yourself to higher places

(ohhh, ohhh)

At night I feel like a vampire
It’s not right
I just can’t give it up
I’ll try to get myself higher
Let’s go
We’re going to light it up
Tonight we start the fire
Tonight we break away

Break away from everybody
Break away from everything
If you can’t stand the way
This place is
Take yourself to higher places

If you can’t stand the way this place is
Take (take) yourself (yourself)
To higher places

Break away from everybody
Break away from everything
If you can’t stand the way
This place is
Take yourself to higher places

(ohh…higher places)
(ohh…to higher places)
(ohh…higher places)
Take yourself to higher places

Sick Again

Wow… That’s all there is to say about it, really. Apparently, my immune system has something against holidays, these past two months. My birthday, I was sick. It’s Christmas, I’m sick. I’m sick, of being sick. Though, it was the flu last time, and this time, just a cold. But this time, I think it was my fault. I was playing in the snow with Sam Monday and wasn’t wearing a jacket, or gloves. Though, it wasn’t all that much snow, just enough to get a snowball to throw at my brother, and Sam was holding it most of the time. Until it came to to throw it, that is.

Though, being sick last time, didn’t interfere with my birthday, since I like spending it alone anyways. But being sick this time, held me back from going to my cousins for Christmas. All well. Complaining doesn’t do anything.

Sober

Sober by Kelly Clarkson. Never seen the music video before, never even knew it had one. It’s a song I’ve had for awhile. Dad got me one of her CD’s a few years ago. It’s a little to slow beat for my tastes, but it’s still pretty good. I love her voice, I just wish she did more rocky songs. Though, I won’t wish she did heavy metal, or metal at all, because it just wouldn’t fit her. Even if her voice could do it.

And I don’t know
This could break my heart or save me
Nothing’s real
Until you let go completely
So here I go with all my thoughts I’ve been saving
So here I go with all my fears weighing on me

Three months and I’m still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
But I know it’s never really over

And I don’t know
I could crash and burn but maybe
At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me
So I won’t worry about my timing, I want to get it right
No comparing, second guessing, no not this time

Three months and I’m still breathing
Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in but I know
It’s never really over, no

Wake up

Three months and I’m still standing here
Three months and I’m getting better yeah
Three months and I still am

Three months and it’s still harder now
Three months I’ve been living here without you now
Three months yeah, three months

Three months and I’m still breathing
Three months and I still remember it
Three months and I wake up

Three months and I’m still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers